Tea with Nanna.

Well Hello World. ¬†ūüôā ¬†It’s been a while. Maybe only fitting I sit to write this with a cup of tea. ¬†Feels like we’re sitting down for a natter and a drink. I can’t believe its been nearly a year since I last wrote. ¬†Yes life has been full, but even so, writing is important to me and actually I want to do more of it. But what’s prompted me to write? ¬†It’s just shy of 1am, the littlest one is asleep in his Moses Basket, I’m supposed to be brushing and plaiting my hair and going to bed but Continue Reading →

Gods and Writers


Warning – this post contains Spoilers to Terry Pratchett’s new book “The Shepherds Crown”. ¬†If you haven’t read it and don’t want to know what does or doesn’t happen (in part), please bookmark this page and come back later! If you’ve already read it, or aren’t much bothered about a spoiler, (it’s a big one..) then carry on! Sidney Sheldon once was quoted as saying “A blank piece of paper is God’s way of telling us how hard it is to be God”. ¬† And that, in part, is one reason I find it extremely hard to do any kind Continue Reading →

Lughnasadh 2015

Quiet excitement building up! ¬†Tomorrow is Lughnasadh, the “original” harvest festival.¬†This isn’t a post about what Lughnasadh is or isn’t according to various faiths, but more a post as to how I am feeling at this time. If you’ve been following my writings this year you’ll know that earlier in the year was quite difficult for us. ¬†And whilst I still get hit with pangs of “what would have been”, yesterday and today I have felt a big shift. Last year I attempted to undertake a course in Druidry. ¬†For one reason or another I had to withdraw from the Continue Reading →


My gumption at last has got up and gone. Along with the busy body – “No-one”. No-one emptied the bookcase of books And my gumption ceased to inspire me to cook. “I’ll just clear this side” – but its taking too long And now Youtube’s browsing, searching¬†a song. Powered by No-one, definitely not me. My gumptions got up and gone you see. The dishwasher’s on and the washer is whirring Oh for the spell that keeps your tea stirring. And hot. Don’t forget hot. Easy to forget when your gumption you’ve not got. I ought to go find it – Continue Reading →

Sweet William

About a week ago my lovely neighbour handed me a bunch of roses¬†because she thought I needed a smile. ¬†And indeed I did smile each and every time I saw them or walked past them in the room. Flowers though don’t last forever. ¬†So as I had to remove them to the compost bin this morning I made a special note to go fetch some more from the shop. ¬†“They don’t have to cost much” I told myself. ¬†Its more a token. ¬†I love to see flowers in a room. So, before I started work this Saturday morning I popped Continue Reading →

A Fairytale.


Well, if you’ve been reading my blog recently you might be forgiven for thinking I’ve finally flipped. ¬†With losing the baby in April – how could this possibly in any way be referred to as a fairytale? If you’re willing, I’ll explain. May arrived. ¬†I felt strange urges that Must Be Obeyed. ¬†It was to fettle, sort and spring clean. ¬†So whilst tackling the tetris puzzle that is my clothes storage, I hooked my phone up to the speakers in the bedroom and started to listen to a podcast by Damh the Bard. ¬† Episode 95 to be exact. ¬†A Continue Reading →

The Little Spark That Was.

Little Spark

Before I¬†start, I’m setting the intent that I will do justice to this post. ¬†To remembering my ¬†Little Spark. Edited to Add:- ¬†This is rather long. ¬†It’s rather emotional and has some a fair amount of tree hugging hippy stuff¬†and frankly weird stuff in it towards the end. ¬†But it makes sense to me. ¬†The practical down to earth Virgo. I¬†didn’t have¬†a plan as such for this year. ¬†The general plan was, to carry on with making candles (and hopefully selling some), maybe look at developing a new range. And to try and get through this year without too much Continue Reading →

The things they don’t tell you about a miscarriage.

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There are three ways of Managing¬†a miscarriage. ¬†The Miscarriage Association website tells of things in a bit more detail, but upon being chatted to at the hospital there are three options, surgical, medical and natural. Surgical – Under a local or general aneasthetic the¬†remains of the pregnancy are removed. Medical – A pessary is used to start the process off. Natural – nature takes its course. ¬†Normally recommended by the medical profession if the miscarriage happens in the first three months. It is your choice which option you choose, the medical profession will have their say, but it is down Continue Reading →

Thank you Little Spark

Little Spark

My previous post “The Little Spark that was” tells of how briefly Little Spark was with us. ¬†7 weeks. In this post I want to thank Little Spark. In case you’re wondering, yes, there will be one or two more posts about this event. ¬†No they won’t go on forever. ¬†Aside from whatever lessons I have to learn from this, there may be things that other people can take from it too. ¬†As I’ve rediscovered my itch for writing, I’m guessing the two things are related and certain things should be written about. But for now – Thank you Little Continue Reading →

A writer’s dilemma.


Or maybe the title of this post should be “The dilemma a writer has, who has a slight case of OCD”. Wow. ¬†I’ve sat and stared at that first line for nearly an hour. ¬†It’s been so long since I’ve written that I feel hesitant to start. ¬†The floodgates will open, and I’m not sure I wish to moderate all that will come out. Just another lesson in the life lesson that I am currently learning and practising a lot. Letting Go. I won’t join in with the thousands and do yet another parody of the recent Disney song, but Continue Reading →